Future

do you remember that night

when we laid in your closet

and didn't say a word for so long

we just stared into each other's eyes

until you said so surprised

that you could see my eyes breath

 

you enchanted me

now every time i see you i get that feeling

the one that makes your stomach flip

 

do you know that before i met you

I had no idea what i wanted

maybe to go to college and become

nothing, just a brainless sheep

doing what i was told

 

do you remember that first time we really talked

i listened to you say imposable things

about running away and leaving the world we knew

behind

they came pouring from such an normal looking mouth

and then i realized you are insane

but I liked it

 

do you remember all that planing we did

all the discussions of what to bring

and where we would stay

and how eventually all the talk of running away

became so much more beautiful

and so much less ill conserved

and we started talking of the way it should be

and how everything needs air

even our eyes

 

so that we can see

 

now we are so close

we can nearly hear the wind singing

we can nearly feel those green fields

and you are reaching your hands out

and brushing the fields

and tasting the salt in the wind

 

but I'm so scared

and I don't know why

and I keep repeating the same thing

over and over

and i think now

you were never insane

but I might be